As Always...
Mood:  don't ask
Now Playing: it's 1:30 @ nite, why would I be listenin 2 ANY song????
Topic: N.Y.
I am in such a bad mood, well yesterday was a good day, I'm takin a week off cuz me & my family are goin to Cancun for winter break, but that makes it 2 weeks for me lolz
I'm gettin a laptop for XMas...that's exitin
But otherwise I'm not very happy right now, I'm havin my ''don't ask'' mood...so okay I didn't see Stas tod. or in other words, take my ''SATs'' < that's exclusively for Asya you won't get it.
V got mad @ me today, more than once I should add. Then he calls me ^ w. Sasha (or the North Pole) on the other line & I'm not even gonna say anything... & now I see that all what I did before that I though I could get away with, didn't work, playin w. V's feelings was a bad idea, Asya warned me too.
Now it came right back @ my face, Sasha reminds me of Vitaliy from Moscow a lot, conceited, funny, but he's a bitch. & V is prob. hurt from everythin I did so I guess it's understandable, but I don't get it I'm so confused Sasha, Vlad which one? & Which one likes me now...just a bunch of stuff I don't get. so then smart me decided to have ''some'' alcohol thinking that's gonna help, IT DIDN'T & so movin on, I told Asya she's like lemme call V & bitch @ him & I'm like go ahead...& so he calls me leavin a message apologizin when he had like a bottle of vodka...& he calls me & I finally pick ^ & he's like just let me call Sasha cuz he hurt your feelings w.e. & I'm like no w.e. b.c. apperently as Asya told me Vlad felt bad but Sasha was like oh it's 11 @ night I'm not gonna talk to any1...so w.e. I was talking to V & hes like you just got drunk so you can pretend that you're upset & that's where I was like yeah I don't even know what to say to you now, & then he asked if he can bring his ''friend'' (who happens to be a girl) & I'm like sure (shh but me & Asya are plannin to jump her lolz j.k.!) & I'm like do w.e. you want, & he's like oh what bout Sasha, can I bring him? & yeah why not doesn't matter. & then we were talkin bout Pigeon aka Moscow Dima, & he's like buy him a closet, & I'm like right off course how could I not? =/ huh lol
& then I'm like so you agree w. him? & he's like not bout what he said bout you... but why would you wanna talk to a guy who doesn't want to talk to you, & I'm like yeah cuz we got into a fight & hes like uhuh that's what happened to me & you I told you I didn't want to talk to you anymore & I'm like that's diff. & I'm like what was I supposed to say oh Dima my love, no I'm not gonna do that & he's like well you're right...
& then I was lightnin candles... cuz after you hear V drunk & talkin you get kind of scared, oh the things he says sometimes...
I HATE LIFE...well @ the moment @ least!

Topic: Summer '05<3
okay so I'm basically startin a new life... I like re-decorated my whole room cuz I was mad bored & I'm gettin my grades ^, way ^ then they were before lol
oh & ''D'' FCK HIM! lol he's not gonna put me down I don't care if he thinks I'm stupid or w.e. that I can't figure it out, doesn't matter.
I'M GONNA SEE MY FAMILY IN MOSCOW DURIN WINTER BREAK!!! =]




HAPPY THXGIVIN GUYS...<3

The Killers @ Jones Beach.
Mood:  quizzical
Now Playing: The Killers- ''Mr.Brightside''
Topic: N.Y.
The Killers...
@ Jones Beach...
Question: Who has more fun??? I guess its like they do it b.c. they love to do it, but also when you look @ it frm the side it seems so easy, but I'm pretty sure there's a lot more behind it then meets the eye. Now...do I really want to be famous?